Balikpapan's Sunset

Baru-baru ini aq dikirimin Rossyta foto-foto sunset di Balikpapan. Waktu ku buka, jujur aq takjub banget, aq yang selama 17 tahun tinggal d Balikpapan, ga pernah ngeliat Sunset sekeren itu... Waaa senangny... Bkin aq kangen banget sama Balikpapan, ga sabar pengen cepet2 pulang....

Beberapa fotony...


Foto ini diambil dibelakang Ruko Bandar,
deket sama Rumahku loh...


Foto yang ini, ktnya Rosi diambil dibelakang Ruko Bandar juga,
lebih spesifikny, dibelakang Dapeen Cafe...


Yang ini aq g begitu taw ngambilny dimana,
tapi sepertiny sama kyk 2 foto di atas, laut dibelakang rumahku...
hehehe


Foto yang ini agk sedikit beda dari 3 foto yang lain td, kalo yg sebelumny ada unsur laut2ny, yg sekarang beda, foto ini di ambil di Mall Fantasy Balikpapan Baru. Keliatanny kayak diluar negri yah... Aq malah sempat ngira itu di Belanda, tapi setelah diperhatiin bener2, ini emank di Balikpapan... ahahahaha

Yang terkahir ini, favoritku!


Ini memank bukan foto sunset, tapi foto ini bner2 bkin aq kuaget setengah mati, dan bner2 pengen majang foto ini...
Yap! Ini air mancur di Taman Bekapai, letakny tengah2 antara rumahku sama rumahny Melda,
Yg bkin aq kaget adalah sampe aku tinggalin ke Surabaya, taman bekapai itu masih ga karuan, kayak bukan taman, kacau, dan air mancurny sama sekali gk kyk gni. Waktu aq dikasi foto ini, aq cuma bisa teriak kaget... Ternyata... setelah ku tinggal, jadinya secantik ini...

Aaaah! Aq bner2 g sabar pengen pulang! Penasaran ngeliat gimana Balikpapan sekarang, soalnya katanya tmen2, Balikpapan uda banayak berubah... Mmm, jadi kayak ap y?? OK, sy tunggu tanggal mainny! CHERISH ^^

Kabut Cinta Syndrom!

Setelah sekian lama... akhirnya... mulai Sabtu kemaren, aq nonton KABUT CINTA lageeee!!!

Jujur aja, aq ga pernah bosan nonton drama yg satu ini. Aq memang pernah bilang kalo aq sama skali gak suka drama taiwan, bcoz critany gitu2 doank... Tapi untuk yg satu ini bner2 pengecualian! Aq suka banget... Selain critanya bgus, bkin aq nyiapin 2 ember utk nampung air mataku (lebhay~), juga bikin aq ngenang lagi masa2 SMP dan SMA... Kenapa? Aq nonton drama ini pertama kali waktu aq masi SMP diVCD, selang berapa lama, drama ini diputar lg di Indosiar wktu aq SMA... Sekarang, aq nonton lagi drama ini wktu aq kuliah... Untunglah si Melda pny DVDny...

Hmm, sepertiny drama ini bkin aq jadi gila, bayangin aj, aq nonton drama ini waktu Jumat kemaren dr jam 5 sore sampe jam 5 pagi! Duenkz! Aq ndiri ga nyangka, keasikan nonton, ga bisa berenti, saking penasaranny (pdhl ud pernah nonton > <), ga nyadar tiba2 ud jam 5 pagi! Trus, wktu rapat LCP, aq crita2 ma Melda n' Hendra kalo aq tidur jm 5 pagi cm buat nonton kabut cinta... dan reaksi mereka...

Melda says, "Hahahahahahahaha! Bgus kan! Kt sama! Aq jg tidur subuh gr2 ga berenti nonton itu! Aq jg abisin tisu sampe setengah (tisuny melda itu yg pak-ny gede bgt, red.)"

Hendra says, "Dasar, drama jaman kapan itu bu?? Tapi emank bgus si critany... Iie-ku aja suka banget.Saking sukanya, anak cowony dikasi nama Shu Huan, yg cewe dikasi nama Yi Ping..." (yg ini bner2 SWT puol...)

Waw... Ternyata emank digemari bgt y...

Tapi, ternyata caraku nonton dr SMP sampe sekarang itu beda bgt, waktu SMP, aq nonton cm sekedar nonton. Paling banter, aq ngamuk2 g jelaz gr2 ngeliat peranny si Bibi Xue yg kejam ntu, waktu SMA, aq uda lumayan ngerti maksud critany, nah! pas kuliah ini, aq bru nyadar, ternyata masing2 karakter itu pny sifat yg bkin kesel, mungkin berkat blajar Drama y... Besides, aq juga jadi pengen punya pacar gr2 nonton drama itu. Gimana gak?? Karakter Shu Huan-nya itu loh! Ampun dah! Nyaris perfect! Berani, gentle, pinter, idealis, setia, wuah! pokoe bkin ngiler dah! Mupeng neh~~ Kpn ad cowo kyk gitu y di dunia nyata???

Sampe sekarang, aq, Melda, ma Hendra masi doyan ngomongin Kabut cinta....
Rasanya agak konyol jg ya... Bnyk bgt yg SWT kalo dgr aq lg nonton drama ini... Tapi... So What?? Bgus si, cuek aja deh!

Itulah kenapa ku katakan "syndrom"...

Wanna know more??? Here

CHERISH^^

Commit Suicide???

Duh, 3 hari blakangan ini bawaanku BE-TE mulu neh...
Aq gk nyalahin sapa2, karena emank ga ad yg salah... Dari aqny sendiri mungkin...

Pertama, nilaiku makin jelek, hasil UTS kemaren, adooh, hancur bgt... Aq ndiri gk nyangka kalo bakal segitu hasilny... Memank gk merah, tapi raanya itu terlalu jelek bwt aq... Terlalu mengecewakan, padahal waktu ngerjain rasanya yakin bgt...
Wez, abiz itu rasanya DOWN banget...

Udah pusink soal nilai, tiba-tiba aq kena satu penyakit yg bru kali ni aq dapet... ANEMIA...
Koq isa seh??? Jujur aj, aq ga pernah kena anemia sm skali, (apa pernah ya? tapi rasanya gk tuh)... Trus waktu nanya mam'Flo ktnya bisa jadi krn aq kurang tidur n' banyak pikiran... Stelah kupikir2, ya... bner jg... Aq mank akhir2 ni kena insomnia fever... Kalo bnyk pikiran??? Ummm... Mungkin kalik ya...

Abiz itu, tiba2 aq kena tegur sm Magda soal LO bank panitia, yap, ok, aq ngaku salah, gr2 sakit kemarenny, aq lupa bwt hubungin pra LO bwt dibriefing, jd tiba2 gt... Tapi, krn satu teguran itu, aq d eval bnyk... Koq isa y??? Rsany aq jd ngerasa ap yg ku lakuin slalu salah... Dg kt lain, aq jd takut bwt nyoba n' ngerjain yg lain... Gak cuma kepanitiaan, kuliah ku pun kena getahnya... Ternyata dampakny gede bgt... Apa aq yg terlalu sensi y...

Stelah smua hal-hal yg bkin stress itu, aq mawny hari ini refreshing dg ikt latian PSU, sperti yg kyk aq blng sebelumny, latihan paduan suara, buatku bkn latihan, tp itu tempat dimana aq bs refreshing dr smua masalahku n' dr kebodohanku sendiri. Tapi... tempat refreshing itu direbut ma Pak Gaston!!! Hari ini dy buat kuliah tamu bwt Australian Studies ttg education disana, dan mnurutku sama skali gk penting... Dan gk ad gunany bwt aq, kalo pun ad paling cm 10%... Akhirny, bawaanku kesel mulu, mana abiz itu aq msti ikt seminar sastra pula, jujur aj aq males, krn aq gk tertarik ma literatur, tapi untunglah seminarny gk begitu membosankan... Lumayan ok lah...

Sialnya, tiba2 aq kena flu berat plus pusink bukan main... Badanku rasany meriang2 gak jelas,
dan aq harus ikt rapat pleno camp.jur yg panjang itu... Dengan maksa ceria2 sampe dikira gila, aq ikutin smuany... Tapi akibatny, aq banyak gk nyambung waktu rapat... Tb2 gugup wktu presentasi didpn, aaaah.... berantakan... dan skali lagi, aq yakin aq bakal d kira gk mampu di divisiku ini... Kalo gni terus, kapan bs dpt kepercayaan lain cb... Pada dasarnya, aq mank pemales dan pelupa, plus ceroboh kelas kakap...

Sebenerny masih bnyk yg kupikirin... Entah kapan aq bs lebih baik y?? Katanya Chen2, ini bagian dr proses... Tapi kenapa begitu bkin stress y??? Guyonanny sih, kenapa gk COMMIT SUICIDE aj??? Tapi, sorry to say, aq gk maw kyk orang itu... Ada masalah dkit aj, langsung mikir gitu. Kadang2 aq emank gak kuat, tapi nyadarlah... ini smua terjadi gr2 aq sendiri koq, se-gak kuat-ny aq, aq yg mesti tanggung jawab, walopun aq sendiri gk taw mesti gmn... Doa'in aq y... CHERISH ^^

The Concert

GEORGEOUS!

that's the only word that i can say tonight... the pesparawi team has do their best,
the concert was so wonderful, responds from the audience were also very satisfying, and i believe to reach that, they have do the extremely hard exercises, sacrificing their time (overload maybe), also pass all of the problem during the exercises...

however, i really thankful to God coz i'm not become a member of pesparawi team this year, why?? okay, i'm still not ready yet. the preparation is really hard for me, moreover, my grade is turning down and down... oooh, i can't imagine if i'm the member of pesparawi team right now... besides, every week, i have presentation, and it related to my final exam...

so, what can i do for them is just pray and pray, i believe petra choir will be the no.1, hahahahahaha, yep, i'm really optimist 'bout it... :)

OK guyz, just do your best for the competition! ^o^
now, it's time for me to continue my work... hehe

by d way, my insomnia fever still continues until now, OMG!!! what i have to do??????
CHERISH ^^

Tag... Tag... and Tag...

i just wanna fill up my boring time...

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
umm, 25 maybe...

2.If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
mineral water maybe... cause everyone need it...

3.If you were stranded on an desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
crista... mam'flo... ella... so that they will feel what i feel... huahahahahaha

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
japan! that's my dream!!

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
have a wonderful life...

6.Who is in your mind right now?
pingu... peb2... mercy... mpalz... rosi... miss them so much...

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
my Jesus... all of my friends... my family... they are so important than anything...

8.Do you want your first born child to be a girl or boy? Why?
i don't have any idea...

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
nope... never... i wanna be confessed, not confessing...

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
actually, there's no one who tagged me, i just took it from dundhee's blog...
so, dundhee... hehe
he is humorous, friendly, and organized...

11. What colour do you like? Why?
soft blue and green... so calm.... kyaaaaaaa!

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
person who is always not confident, but so arrogant...

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
go to japan of course!

14.What is your ambition?
graduate from petra with a good mark... amien...

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
is there really a reincarnation?

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
never confident...

17.What would you most want to achieve right now?
koizora's movieeee!!!

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my mom and my friends...

19. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
meet tvxq... huaaaaa.... i really want to meet them!!!

20. Among all the questions asked, which one do u like most? Why?
no.3!!! hahahahahaha

i've done! wanna try too?? hehe CHERISH ^^

Insomnia Fever

what happened to me last night???

i couldn't sleep all night long... not only last night... since holidays, i could sleep at least 4 hours each day, but last night (the worst i think) i really couldn't sleep at all...
my head was full of thoughts 'bout balikpapan, pingu, crista, midterm, hmt paper, christmas, choir, science 1, vanellasasia, family, committee, and myself...
(it seemed like crista...)
but, the most disturb thing was... MOSQUITO!!!!
huaaaaa!!! there was only one mosquito... but, it really2 disturbed me...
i also tried to study... but my eyes were too heavy... so, what i did last night was just...
laid on my bed, and thought about those things (i tried too sleep, but failed)

my head was dizzy, and i must get up at 6...
i hadn't study yet, just a little (because there was black out last night, so i couldn't study at all)
as a result, today i can't concentrate... i can't answer the questions well
i wanna cry... huhuhuhuhuhuhu
how about today? will i get the insomnia again???

however, when i thought about those things last night, i really disappointed 'bout myself...
i always said i wanna be better than before, but i think, i never go on better...
i tried to become a people who can make people happy, but i think i'm lying to myself T T
what i do, what i say, what i've done, never make people around me satisfy, useless
i don't have any courage to think positive 'bout myself... it become a fear for me to go on further...
but, i always try to move on, do the best, like mona said, "ignore them! u just try to do your best! ok??" maybe it will work, i wish... CHERISH ^ ^

Welcome Midterm!

So tired today...

Doing HMT's paper, drama's essay are enough to make me can't breathe...
Actually, i'm not ready for this midterm, still wanna go out and having fun. i really hate holiday before test, it drives me so lazy. besides, 1 week holiday is too short and extremely boring! so pathetic... i was all alone at my boarding house, all of my friend from the same floor were going home. aaah, i also want to go home, but why the ticket was really expensive, huh??
hix... i still want the holiday.... TT

however, i must be ready for this midterm, i have to pass all of the subject. the australian studies "tragedy" has made me crazy. just fighting and... WELCOME MIDTERM!

by the way, october is already came, right? it means the month of anniversaries has came...
1st : grace
5th : pingu
6th : cung2
7th : yasmine
8th : ce'karin
9th : sari
12th : mercy
13th : prisil
16th : rico
17th : henny
18th : chris n' tina
19th : lora n' mutiara
20th : c'lucy
21st : vonny chandra
23rd : angela
25th : pa kur & bun2
and so on....
i wonder if my birthday also in october... aaah, so happy...

and last... what happened today?????
my internet connection is really slow... AAARRRGGGH!
unable to download, watch youtube, browse, chat, upload, and so on as usual
hix... maybe this is the best way, so that i'll be more concentrate in my midterm...
yea, hope i can do the midterm this time better...

keep fighting! CHERISH^ ^

Future?? Mm...

Waktu kerja kelompok HMT kemaren sama si Sari n' Pat, entah nyambung dr mana, kita langsung ngomong soal future, ga lama2 sih, cm sepintas gitu. Tapi itu buat aq jd mikir, iy y?? maw jadi ap ntar y. Jujur aj aq masi blum begitu mikirin (pdahal ud smster 3), uda ada ancang2, tapi masi gk taw lagi...

Dan gr2 itu juga sepintas aq jadi inget obrolan waktu masi SMA sm temen2ku dari IPA 1. Waktu itu kt lagi kena jam kosong, dn ank2 pada ngumpul d ujung, dan kt ngobrol2 soal mo jadi ap kita nantiny, dan tentu aj, GAK SERIUS LAH... Konyol banget malah... Kalo gk salah percakapanny kayak gni :

Agung : "Meg, ntar km jd ambil hukum?"
Megi : "Jadi lah!"
Botu : "Aaaah megi gaya... Mo jadi pengacara diany..."
(Tiba2 smua omongan ngelantur...)
Agung : "Eh2, klo henny? Ntar jadi ap y?"
Mulia : "Itu loh, tukang masak di restoran cina... Haiaaaa..."
Henny : "Hah? Koq tukang masak si?"
Mulia : "Iyalah... Kamu kan hantu cina..."
Ank2 : (Ngakak)
Botu : "Kalo si eka, ntar pas gede, aq bakal ketemu dy di jalanan..."
Eka : "Weh! Teganya...!"
Botu : "Iy, ntar dijalanan dy jual CD (bkn celana dalam, red.)... Ayo! Ayo! Beli! Beli! 5000 satu!"
Nica : "Kalo chin?"
Botu : "Bah! Chin gak usah ditanya! Profesor dianya!"
Nica : "Eta? Eta?"
Agung : "Eta? Ikut kompetisi..."
Windy : "Kompetisi apaan?"
Agung : "Catur se-kecamatan."
Ank2 : (Ngakak)
dan smuany berlanjut sampe ke profesi ank2 satu kelas yg ditebak se-ngawur-ngawurny...

Kita juga pernah ngomongin soal future yg lain, waktu itu saking kt ngerasa kita ini satu keluarga, ank2 berencana kalo uda gede maw buka restoran bareng... Dan smua ank2 ditempatkan sesuai jurusan yg mreka ambil wktu kuliah nanti... Lucu banget sih, sayang aq lupa...

Aq gak tau ap sekarang jurusan yg mereka ambil masih sm kyk yg kt biacarain wktu SMA dlu, but I trust that they chose the best for them... Entah apapun jurusan itu... Dan nanti waktu kita ketemu, kita smua uda jadi orang sukses, smuany bisa ceritain pekerjaan masing2 dg bangga... Amen!


Hope you be the best, guys!

By the way, lagi2 aq dapet satu teguran dr Tobi, dy bilang,
Don't ever think to make people understand your feeling, but think how to understand the other's. Everyone wants to be understood, but who will understand them?

Honestly, it made me think further last night. Until now, I'm still too egoist about myself, I wanna be understood and always think negative. Maybe, that's why I am always sad, angry, and disappointed to everything around me, and it just make me not comfortable... Thanks for Tob to remind me about that. CHERISH ^^!

Last Monday Surprise

Rencanaku ma tmn2 (ella-melda-pat-sari) bwt ngasi surprise ke Vania hari Senen kemaren, GAGAL TOTAL. Ga gagal-gagal banget si, tapi ya tetep aj, yg nmny sebelum nyanyi happy birthday to you, tapi udah ketahuan ma yg ultah kn ya, garink banget seh... swt '...

Padahal rencana yg disusun udah mantep banget, apek bantuan maminy Vava segala, perjuanganny jg udah mati2an... Kt dateng kerumahny jam 11.30 a.m, uda gitu sampe dsana pake acara nyasar segala, ngotot bgt ma supir taksiny, sok-sok tahu gang-ny yg mana, pdhl... s-a-l-a-h...
Berhubung gengsi, di bawah panas terikny Surabaya yg bkin gila itu, aq, mel, ma ella jln kaki ke rumahnya Vania, sari ma pat enak bgt, naek motor (seandainy ad motor yg bs muat 5 org...). Ud gitu, sampe disana, kt mesti nunggu lama2 soalny mamany Vava gk ngangket2 telpon dr kita... Kueny sampe meleleh... Ud kayak orang sinting, pake bawa2 pizza, org2 mungkin mikir "delivery model bru ya mbak?"
Tapi... kenapa malah gagal??? Ternyata waktu kt ngumpet2, si Vava ngeliat si Patris, waduh ternyata, sekatny gak mampu menyaingi gede badanny patris (Gomen, Pat!)
Tapi adek cowony Vava ngebelain kt tuh, dy blng ke Vava, "Ce, kenapa td kamu noleh? Harusny td cece d atas aj!" Kt ketawa2 swt...


Si kue yg nyaris meleleh...

Dan lagi2 aq dibikin takut ma anjing... Ternyata Vava pny anjing!!! Tp untungny thu anjing pendiam, melo2 gitu. Abiz diceritain ma Vava, ya ampun, thu anjing nasibny... TRAGIS BANGET~
Matany rabun, tubuhny lemah, udah tua soalnya. abiz gitu suka melo2, soalny dy dipisahin ma yg paling dy sayangin (anjing jg, red.) ce i laaaah! Jadi kalo makan gitu dy mesti disuapin. Waduh, anjing perasaanny kuat jg ya, kyk manusia, tapi tetep aj, AKU GK BERANI!!! Aaaaaa!


Di doggy yg tragis bgt nasibny...

Sambil nunggu, mama Vava selesai masak, Vava ngasi liat album2 fotony waktu dy masi kecil dlu, dan... Kyaaaaaa, aq jadi kangen masa kecilku! Sayang, kenapa aq gk pny album masa kecil jg ya... Kalopun ad, entah kemana uda...
Tapi dengan ngeliat album foto itu, rasany koq nusuk bgt y, pengen nanya, "kemana eka yg dlu??" ya ampun, aq inget banget (ehm, bknny sombong), dlu aq alim bgt, ank baik2, nilai ipa aj 100 mulu... Sungguan! Aq jg inget kalo dlu aq sama skali gak gampang nyerah, rajin, lha... sekarang??? Entah gimana cara kembali kyk dlu, sekarang aq terlalu melo, gampang sakit hati, dn keburukan2 lain d, tapi aq waktu aku nonton Gokusen 3 td, ad kata2n yg nancep bgt sm aq, si yankumi blng,
"No one can change yesterday, but we can change tomorrow. Everyone must be get hurt, but it's not the reason to not go on further... and the most important, how to realize our sins and repented. "

Ok, paling gk itu bs jadi pacuanku utk lebih maju, dan gk melo2 terus... CHERISH^^!