Selasa, 07 April 2009

a change or just avoid it?

Gee! Finally, i write again! never expected!
Hahaha i almost had no time to write blog. Assignments and presentations are killing me these days! Photobucket Who said English department is simple, huh?? Photobucket
Besides, my head is full of thought about myself, yeah again, from long time ago until now, just reflect and reflect, but there's no some meaning changes *seems like i haven't became adult yet* and maybe nowadays i'm too excited with boys over flowers XD! What's that? You still remeber Meteor Garden, right? The drama which has stolen almost the entire world's attention. After the taiwanese and japanese versions, it came back with the korean version! Maybe some of you think, it's ridiculous! Indeed! 3 versions with the same characters and same main idea... I also thought like that. But who ever expected it will be a hit? I think, the secret weapon is in the actor and the actress... As i thought, the team of production make the visualization as the first priority... Actually, i watched it bcoz i was curious with this 3rd version, but... GEE!!! why the actor is so good-looking, huh? I admit! The korean version has the perfect F4! > < *but still, japanese version's story is the best*

what do you think??

This is my favorite one, i don't care the others... hahaha XD


Kim Bum as Seo Yi Jeong (Xi Men)

Besides, i also learned something from this drama, that is CHANGES... Seems like the word "CHANGES" always around me nowadays... Whether it already change or will be change. but actually, this is really a change or i just try to avoid my weaknesses?
I had written in this blog how is my relationship with my friends *not all, but we can call it like a gank*. Recently, i have clarified to one of them, "sorry, from now on, i can't get along with u all anymore. I'm tired. I've a reason, i'm sure u know and understand it. but, i doesn't mean we wouldn't chat as we used to be.." when i sent this message, honestly i felt like lose sumthing, bcoz i had gone through more than 2 semesters with them, doing everything in campuss with them, even we had own group name. i, myself, think that i did the right one, i think i shouldn't become the part of them, too different, or actually i did it bcoz i'm a coward? Now, i get along with the other friend, indeed, i feel better, and i hope i wouldn't regret my decision.
the second upcoming "changes" is, i'll move to apartment next semester! gosh! honestly, i refuse to move, I DON'T WANT TO MOVE! i have experienced a life as a university student almost 2 years, and realize it'll be more more n more difficult if i move, moreover, my new apartment *metropolis* is quite far from petra, i don't have my own car. whereas, besides study, i hv so many activities, especially i'm a part of petra choir. I also accustomed to live with everyone, watching television together, buy food together, and do everyhting not alone, but suddenly i must moved and do everything alone! GEE! It is a nightmare exactly! it also means i hv move CHANGE my usual activities as a bording house occupant becomes an apartment occupant T T hix... good bye my bording house friends~
However, i try to not regret all those changes, i strongly believe, God have plans...

Ah! I forget sumthing! Hey, for the first time in my life, i experienced to be a seller in market! *umm, what is it? we called it in indonesia "pasar pagi"* how could it be? actually, this plans come from my "kahim", lora, in order to paid a half of LKMM-TD registration fee, we, HIMASAINTRA members, hv to get at least 1 million rupiahs. So, we decided to sell trace clothes...
We had given an appropriate price to each clothes, trouser, and t-shirt. from 5000 rupiahs until 20.ooo rupiahs, however in fact, those prices are useless, people there usually bought until 5-10 pieces and offered for a special price, for instance, they buy 10 pieces, then they persuaded us to costed it only 20.ooo rupiahs, even 15.ooo rupiahs, Photobucket gee~~ it was quite difficult i think, but it was so interesting and hilarious sometimes.


we started at 3 a.m and finished at 7 a.m...

From this, i learn something... See, when we're still sleeping, many people awake and preparing their things to be sold in the morning market *i still confused what is the proper term*, when we're still sleeping, they have worked to fulfil their daily needs... so then, why we still complaint if there is a morning schedule?

Senin, 23 Februari 2009

You are my best friend???

Hello^^!
Aaaah, rasanya sudah cukup lama aq gk nulis apapun diblog, padahal semestinya banyak yg harus ku tulis, soalnya bnyk hal-hal menyenangkan yg udah kulewatin sampe sekarang ini... Sayangnya, mungkin bawaan aq yang terlalu excited sampai malas utk nulis blog.

Sekarang, waktu-wkatu kuliahku udah dimulai lagi, dan artnya aq harus siap-siap utk presentasi2 gila yang menanti... > < Fighting!!

Dan barusan aja, untuk kesekian kalinya, aq berdebat lagi sama Melda, entah ya, kami uda bareng dari TK, deket mulai SD, tapi gk yang namanya berdebat rasanya uda jadi bgian dr hidup kita masing2, dan tadi, lagi2 topik yang agak sensitif buat aq, apalagi kalo soal... BEST FRIEND

Waktu SD-SMP rasanya masih terlalu lugu utk mikirin what's the meaning of best friend? Pokoknya, asal ada teman yg sering jalan bareng kita, ke kantin bareng, itu sudah dianggap best friend, teman sebangku aja dianggap best friend, lebih parah lagi, temen2 satu kelas dianggap best friend jg... Sampai-sampai kalo mau buat pesta ultah aja jadi bingung maw ajak siapa, ortu minta nya ajk temen2 deket aj, ga usah banyak-banyak, tapi pas dibikin list-nya malah jadi 30 org lebih... o_o
Tapi itulah pikiran lugu jaman anak-anak. Mulai menginjakkan kaki di SMA, uda mulai ngerti maksud best friend itu gimana, uda mulai nangis-nangis gr2 dikhianatin atau dikecewain teman, uda mulai ngerti kalo cari best friend itu susahnya bukan main...
Dan buatku, memang susah, aq orang yang lumayan negative thinking, bahkan sensitif untuk selalu mengira "dy benci ya sama aq???", tapi aq juga orang yg terlalu gampang untuk menganggap seseorang jadi best friendku, tanpa aq tanpa orang itu mengaggapku best friend-nya tau bukan. Aq awalnya berpikir, aku gak peduli sang "best friend"-ku itu mengaggap aq best friend-nya atau bukan, toh yang penting aq nyaman sma dia. Tapi dalam perdebatanku sama Melda, dy ngomong, "kalo orang yang kita anggap sahabat, tp dy ternyata ga mengganggap kita sahabat, apa gak sakit hati namanya???" selintas, aq mulai berpikir, mungkin ada benernya juga, entah tiba2 aq langung teringat sm orang2 yang kuanggap best friendku itu, terutama yg dari Petra, "iya ya, menurut mereka, apa aq ini sahabatnya juga??" Rasanya koq aq-nya yang ke-GR-an ya.... Tapi sudahlah, aq brusaha untuk tetap melihat mereka dg apa yang ku anggap slama ini, mereka best friendku, terserah deh, aq dianggap gitu juga atau gak *meskipun kadang penasaran*, toh aq tetep sayang sama mereka... Iya gak? Iya gak? hehehe

Sabtu, 24 Januari 2009

Holiday in Balikpapan!

It has been a long time I never touch my blog again, habis gak tau mau nulis apaan…Mungkin saking terlalu banyaknya yang mau ditulis sampe bingung maw nulis darimana, akhirnya ku putuskan untuk gk nulis sama skali... hahahaha toh sepertinya bakal jayus... This time, ku rasa tulisanku bakal panjang banget… Hehehe

Btw, ternyata aku kembali ke Surabaya lebih cepat dari perkiraan... Maunya tanggal 27 Januari abiz imlekkan, tapi ternyata aq gak kuat dengan segala kebosanan yang menerpa *hadoh*, lagian dirumah jg entah kenapa semua orang lg pada bad mood, jd bawaanny marah terus... *ga kuat* so, kuputuskan untuk balik tgl 12 Jan kemaren *though I lil' bit regret 'bout go back to Sby too early* soalnya pas udah dipesawat, koq rasanya masih kangen sm keluarga, tapi ap bole buat, kata orang Jawa, wes kadung... Akhirnya hari-hariku di Sby kuhabiskan dengan latian PSU, internetan, nonton TV, baca novel, ato gak nonton dvd... *meaningless bgt y, pengenny do something meaningful, tp apa???* Unfortunately, internet dikosku tiba2 menurun drastis speedny, donlot aj 10kb gk nyampe... Indovision d kos jg ternyata rusak. sinyalnya ilang... Bkin bete bukan main, bacaanpun ud habis kutelen smua saking bosannya... Then, aq cuma bs menerima nasib… Imlekkan taun ini : being lonely~ no angpao~ no friends~ no ‘yummy’ food~ no red costume~ *apa seh*

Well, ku ceritakan sedikit liburanku di Balikpapan kemaren, seperti yg ku bilang td… BORING BRO… Tapi gitu2 banyak hal baru yang ku temukan di Bpp… Contohnya… Finally… BALIKPAPAN PUNYA XXI!!! *Plok! Plok! Plok!* meskipun aq sedikit swt… soalny XXI-nya Bpp ada di Pasar Baru Square (PBS) yang notabene masi blom jadi… yang jadi baru XXI-ny doank dan itu di lantai 4… bisa kebayang donk… ad bioskop dipuncak gedung yang masi kerangka n’ blom ada dinding sama skali itu… jayus bangeeeeet……


XXI yg disekitarny sebenernya kosong melompong, sampe bkin bengong...

Besides, Balikpapan akhirnya ada A&W plus HYPERMART jg… Ntar lagi jg rencananya bakal ada BODY SHOP… mnurutku ini bener2 peningkatan… soalnya Balikpapan gak sehampa dulu lagi… *yay!*


A&W di d'Plaza Bpp, untung launchingny ga separah Pizza Hut...


HERO langsung sepi deh... Bneran...

Selain itu, aq jg sempat berkunjung ke SMA-ku dlu, Patra Dharma. Gak banyak yang berubah, paling2 Cuma kantor guru jadi 3, trus sekarang mata pelajaran Bhs.Jepang jadi mata pelajaran umum which is gak cuma anak bahasa tok yang dapat. Enak ya? Mupeng bgt, scara aq pengen blajar Japanese… Aq jg sempat nyobain lagi Bubur Ayamnya kantin, uuukh… Yummy! Ternyata aq baru nyadar, makanan di Balikpapan lebih banyak yang enak ketimbang di Sby, ayam goring kantor pos, gerobak2 persiba, bakso TK, dll. Sayang, aq gak sempet nyobain smuanya lagi.

Yang terakhir… Dn yang paling bkin aq shock… HENNY JADI FEMININ!!! Hooooiiiii teman2!!! IPA1! Boelet-crews! Everyone who knows her! HENNY JADI FEMININ! F-E-M-I-N-I-N!!! Ajaib aje gileee! Rambut panjang! Kuku cat pink! Baju ber-mode! *tarik napas bentar* waw… keren kn… dan yang paling ok… She becomes a TEACHER, pemirsa~~~ hal2 itu sama skali gk pernah kubayangin bisa terjadi sama HENNY… Tapi, it’s real yo! Hahaha ikut senang de…

Duh, cerita gini aq jadi kangen lagi ma rumah… Pengen pulang, tapi ya sudahlah sabar aja sampai liburan semester nanti, moga2 aq ada wktu untuk pulang… Soalnya, aq jg sediki ngerasa bersalah, gak ikut peringatan kakek-ku, pdhal biasanya aq gk pernah absen… Hiks…

O iya! Peringatan jg buat smua… Jangan mengkonsumsi minuman sejenis hemaviton, m150, kratingdaeng ato sejenisnya! kali ini aq bener2 warning bukan main, karena aq baru ngeliat akibatny secara nyata, yang kena pamanku sendiri, pamanku yg paling tua, waktu main badminton dy tiba2 ambruk, dibawa ke RS langsung masuk k ICU, pkoe kritis… sempat koma sampe 4 hari, sekarang udah bisa sadar n’ gerak2 dikit, tapi parahnya adalah LOST MEMORY, yap! Darah diotaknya jadi beku, dan dia gak bisa inget apa2, gk kenal siapa2, kata dokter dia seperti lahir baru… Aq prihatin abis, tapi gk bisa ngapa2in soalny aq di Sby sekarang, gk bisa jengukin dia… Cuma bisa bantu doa aja. Cepet sembuh ya, Kyu…

Mungkin itu aja kalik y, kalo kuterusin bisa jadi cerpen malah… Sebentar lagi uda maw PRS… Liburan gk terasa dah maw selese ya… Lumayanlah, kesengsaraanku berakhir… Tapi koq rasany I’m lil’ bit afraid to face 4th semester… hehe. Yah, mo apa lagi… tetep harus dijalanin… Smangat! CHERISH^^