WHO AM I???

I am useless...
I am nothing...
I am no one...
I am alone...
I am meaningless...
I am exaggerated...
I am annoying...
I am ...

WHO AM I????

They said, "Don't worry, you still have me..."
They said, "You must be strong..."
They said, "You are not alone..."
They said, "You are good..."
They said, "You have positive side..."
They said, "We are friend, right?"
They said, "I know, you can!"
They said, "Come on!"

However, what they said, just totally LIES...
They said that just to encourage me, after that?
Just make me laugh...

How can I believe them?
I always try to believe, always look at myself first, but...
I cannot understand at all, HOW TO SOLVE IT??
for them... WHO AM I???
Thus, I won't trust them anymore, 'cause I know what is the best for me...